i need a miracle

... and not someone's charity. that's the way a beautiful song goes. a song from a computer game called silent hill. a friend told me about the game (*wink*). never seen or played it, but looks good from what i've seen of screenshots. not recommended to play late at night when you're alone and a storm is raging outside. or maybe recommended just then. depends on how you digest survival horror ;). this particular song from the soundtrack is called i want love and is sung by melissa williamson. a fragment of the lyrics is posted here, they are beautiful as is, but even more gripping when you listen to them to the music - song warmly recommended ;)

I want a cup that overflows with love
Although it's not enough to fill my heart
I want a barrel full of love
Although I know it's not enough to fill my heart
Want a river full of love, but then
I know the holes will still remain
I need an ocean full of love
Although I know the holes will still remain
And this Swiss cheese heart knows
Only kindness can fill its holes
Love can dry my tears
As pain disappears
I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstacy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity now
Fill up my heart with love
Oh you'd be amazed at how little I need from him
To feel complete here and now
Stirring within me are these feelings I can't ignore
I need a miracle and that's what I'm hoping for